Change

Are you the kind of person who embraces change or do you just ignore it?

Do you question it or run from it?

Do you like it or hate it?

Let me start by saying that there are so many different types of change, both positive and negative. Change comes in so many forms and while some are welcomed with open arms, others are rejected by sobbing tears. Changes are something that I have always been taught to accept no matter what, because you can't change them. How you deal with changes really says alot about who you are. I would like to think that I have accepted and dealt with the changes in my life in such a way that God would say "Well Done." However, I sit here today with a heavy heart. Yes I'm pregnant and emotional, but my emotions are justified today.

It's funny how changes from long ago can continue to affect your life. In order to "deal" with things, I talk about them, cry, get angry, laugh etc. I'm a woman so emotions should be accepted as a form for dealing with things. Many people who have known you your whole life sometimes feel like the story is constantly being re-told and get tired of hearing from you. No matter how many times the story is told, rejected, accepted, it still remains the same and must be dealt with.

It's time to deal with things that hurt. It's time to deal with issues that frustrate me. No more hiding them. No more hoping someone will listen and understand. Change, in this case, must be dealt with head on. Although, I do feel that it will be a constant decision and battle.

This may make no sense, but whatever changes that have occured in your life....how did you deal with them? Are you proud of it? If not, change the outcome in the future! Changes and struggles make us who we are, so ask God to bless them.